thats what he said

こんちわ〜

it surprises me how i’ve never actually told anyone about my blog. it might be because of the fear i get if people find out what i’m feeling >:

have you ever had the kind of feeling whereby you’re expecting something to happen sooner or later. but when it does happen, it leaves you feeling shocked and lost? (Lol, who am i talking to i wonder ): )

i’m so lost, i don’t know what to do >: i’m so bummed that i don’t feel like doing anything, much less go to work. it might be the fever, but…

i hate how everyone does it. it’s surprising how so many people i know are actually involved in it. when you suddenly tell me something like this, i’m too shocked and don’t know what to do.

i love how i’m always accurate according to my gut feeling, but sometimes, i wish i wasn’t always that accurate.

あなた何で嘘ついたの？　でも、君の気持ちがよくわかてる。だけど、本当の理由わ。。ちょっといたいです。私わ、君のことが大好きです。でも、今わ。。ね。とてもしょくです。でも、まだ愛してます。辛い。これからも、どすればいんでしょ？

(don’t worry, i’m not talking about being involved in anything sick lol)

the shock might be causing the fever, either that or my mood.

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ps: old memes are old, oh yea, 16 more days.

yaaaay. ohno’s birthday XD

智くん、 お誕生日おめでとう。信じられない、あなたが。。。29歳だよ！

こんちわ〜

afa was really fun XD late blog post on the event, but better late then never i guess.

i went as rin from vocaloid, ryuuno naku hakoniwa yori version.

 

 

just waiting for a full team photo from kula >: and the skirt makes me look fat when i do full shot photos D:

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anywayyyy~ IT’S OHNO’S BIRTHDAY TODAY LOL XD i bet he’s fishing somewhere or something.

i’ve been doing marathons of tons of things lately D:

3 days ago, i marathoned almost all the d no arashi episodes that i’ve yet to watch. yesterday, i rewatched the whole of yamada taro monogatari again because i felt like watching nino do something D:

now i’m just randomly watching tensai shimura dobutsuen with aiba XD i downloaded one yesterday and there was a small part which featured aiba’s eternal rival, hacchi. a kangaroo. XD

yes, look at that very scared aiba in the background LOL.

the reason i posted about hacchi is because he has passed on yesterday ): on the same day i was reminded of him again after was TSD >: i wonder whether aiba knows.

i think it’s a coincidence or something, but it’s scary D: on the day i let my mother watch that video on the prison inmates in philipines dancing to michael jackson’’s thriller, MJ passed away.

D8 omg.

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julian’s birthday is in 2 days time D: as for presents… lets just say my present is going to be very humble and doesn’t cost as much as what julian got for me ):

*has no money*

*NEEDS TO CHASE PEOPLE FOR MONEY*

おさしぶりです

yamapi should stop singing club songs and do more of this. ):

7 songs in his ”LOVELESS” album and i only like 2 songs. both which are slow. the rest are all… club music. >.>

the one above is epic D: the nicest song i’ve heard from him this year D: i can’t really stand MOLA anymore.

and i was planning on buying this album when i went to tokyo :\ but buying an album just for 2 songs is ridiculous ): guess i’ll just stick to arashi’s 5×10 ALL THE BEST DVD. and i’ll see what other albums/singles come out by then.

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btw. lynn, you better come to my house soon so that we can watch “My girl” together!!

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OMG EDIT!

YAMAPI IS HAVING A SOLO CONCERT

横浜アリーナ – Arena
＜JR横浜線・市営地下鉄【新横浜駅】より 徒歩5分＞

11/21(土) 16:00

11/22(日)14:00
17:30

11/23(月・祝)14:00
17:30
OMG. i’ll be in japan and IN TOKYO! ON THESE 3 DAYS. I KNOW OF PEOPLE SELLING TICKETS ON LIVEJOURNAL. I WANT TO GO. OMG. ):

嵐, 10歳おめでとお！

i’m so proud of them TAT